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Igor Morski



Ralph Eugene Meatyard

Meatyard was a black and white surrealist photographer in 1958 who was not famously known. His work was based around the use of props such as mask's and doll's. I was most intrigued by how he kept his work within himself, family and friends. His aim was to please his audience but to mainly please himself. These latex mask's remind me of Picasso's art. The features are odd and ugly with a great deal of emotion seen through the expressions and composition. When I look at these masks I see a splash of Picasso's work move from 2d to 3d. The people wearing these mask's create a deformed look in which others instantly judge by feeling pity or seeing them as ugly creatures. Judging from the mask shown above I feel pity as the shape of the eyes are narrowed downwards which shows sorrow. The man sitting by her side is unmasked. By composing the photo this way shows the mans character of being friendly and layed back as he is sat by the side of someone who is has odd features yet is proud to be in a picture with her. The appearances bounce off eachother but at the same time, showing that they are both equal judging from the clothing and generation. The car they are sitting in front of makes me think that they are the owners there for it could be husband and wife.
When photographing these Meatyard has thought wisely into his composition and decided for his family and friends to be set in environmental locations in places such as fields and his garden. He would look at the particular light in that places and start composing scenes using the camera.

Quick paintings of mine



Resins



My exhibition.





This year, was the year that I got to display my work in my very own exhibition. It was my time to shine and show off my artistic talent. I thought hard and wisely about what would be my theme and during the process of writing out my own brief my ideas were up and down. I am not a planner when it comes to my work, my ideas usually come to me as the time flows. I found it difficult to set a plan for myself as I knew things may change through time, and they did. My first idea was to do a series of paintings and photographs of the elderly and the older generation as I have always enjoyed focusing on the textural skin and tones and looking into depth behind the stories my nan likes to tell. I did not choose to use this as my final brief as it is only an interest of mine. I realized later that my exhibition should be something that fully describes what my art work is about and to use a subject that I enjoy working in the most, an ambitious theme. This being; "Mask's and Hidden Identity" a theme used in a surreal manner. As my work has always been based around this I firstly thought I should work with something different in my exhibition. In the end I decided to use this idea mainly because it's what I enjoy most. I knew it would be great fun to build my own idea's in this and to show them off later on. This subject isn't a subject that is an artistic interest to me but it is also a way of representing  my character.
In my final outcomes I used a variety of techniques in order to experiment. I had the most fun as throughout my work I did a series of performing.
Before putting up my boards I did a quick design in my sketchbook of how I wanted my work to be exhibited. The one change in this was the plaster mould faces set in the frame. The gold, vintage frame was originally planned to be used in my big painting with the horse mask. During the process of setting up I messed around with different ideas and looked at this from different prospective s to see if a change would be worth it, and it was. I felt the faces settled beautifully inside the frame, better than the painting.
The jar was displayed separately as it was something the class and I did on the side to exhibit. In this we could include anything we like as we were told to use the jar as an experimental piece.
Finally, the exhibition evening had arrived and everything went as good as planned, even better. My favorite display was my stop motion. I noticed that people were taking the most interest in this when coming by my work. I loved seeing their reactions. The reaction's that I wanted and better. Overall, It was a great honor to have my work being displayed and my exhibition was a success.

Why am I intrigued by masks and hidden identity?

As stated in my sketchbook - "The most important kind of freedom is to be what you really are. You trade in your reality for a role. You give up your ability to feel, and in exchange, put on a mask". Once reading this quote off the internet I was immediately inspired.
I have chosen  mask's and hidden identity as my theme to my project simply because I understand it and feel a great connection.
I first found a love to this when I decided to base my Eisteddfod project around mask's this time last year. In this process I got to learn how people can gain confidence through putting on a mask and become a character of whoever they wish or a character who they've always wanted to be but never had the confidence. Their identity is being hidden so they are no longer being judged. A mask completely hides your face there for people can only judge you by the mask and not the person that you really are. I once witnessed this to be the truth during the process of me doing a photoshoot with my friend Jasmine whilst wearing mask's. I know Jasmine to be a quiet character around others and only comes out of her shell once gotten to know people. Whilst doing this shoot my granddad took the photographs. Before putting on the mask she was shy and timid around him then immediately changed whilst wearing the mask.
When doing this project I felt that I really got into it as I felt comfortable to play the role of another character. I started wearing the mask's myself and started prouncing around like a loony. I do this in every day life but I felt the more need to do it when being behind a mask as I was proving a point to people and gaining that bit more confidence in myself. I was given many strange looks and I found that my reaction to it was "so what? you have no idea who I am right now and you will never find out. I can act however I like!" I felt like I was no longer myself and I was playing a role and performing.
An individual may have the characteristics of being friendly and kind but on the inside they could be a mysterious demon. This could be shown through wearing a Halloween mask.
A individuals identity is the most important part to them as a human being as they are immediately judged by what others see. An identity represents how that person is seen and how they present themselves. Through painting a portrait and appearance in a different style and technique completely draws us away from judging the face as it is being swept away and lifted off into mid air. This represents the whole of someone's personality and thoughts. It is being shown through colours of emotion.

Horseman. My stop motion

Video link -
http://youtu.be/NEB_rD846Aw

A year after creating one of my favourites pieces "Horseman in a graveyard" I felt like it was unfinished and there was more to it, so I re-enacted this moment and made it into a stop motion (short movie).
As mentioned in my analysis of the photos, I wanted to make my granddad into his own character of a Hammer horror so I decided to make him the star of his own short movie.
Of course, before doing this I planned out a storyline and created a storyboard in my sketchbook. I knew what the plot was as I had already visioned this in the first shooting I just needed my ideas to be brought to life.

Story Plot - 
There lives a strange man named Clayton Bright who has a secret odd like love for horses. His love is like an obsession so he keeps it secret. The reasons behind this is because he has always been alone and distanced himself from communicating with family and friends. He doesn't like the idea of being human and dealing with others and feels uncomfortable dealing with our society. When he looks at a horse he admires it's independence and strength and the fact that it can only show so little emotion. He would love to see life from a horses perspective as it is different to humans. As a horses eyes are on each side they are capable of seeing nearly 360 degrees at one time. This way you can see life in a larger view and it is easier to analyse what is going on around you. 
The horse racing is one of Clayton's favourite programmes as he can see the passion and strength that the horse puts in and can imagine how great it feels to have the ability to run that fast and feel the gast of winding smacking you in the face. The only friendship this man can see is between a horse and its owner. He believes that horses are more faithful than humans. 
He has two homes, one being his flat where he's himself as a man and the other is in a centuries old graveyard. The flat to him is a place where he eats and sleeps when he feels it gets too cold outside. At that point all he wants to do is lay on the sofa in his pyjamas all day watching the horse racing and Hammer horror movies. He hasn't much of an active life, only to go out and visit the horse in the field not far away from where he lives and to visit his second home, the graveyard. When in his flat the first thing he does once awakening is make himself porridge. He eats porridge because it gives him energy throughout the day ahead of him. It is being eaten with his hands as he has grown up with no manners and he is constantly in his own company so he has no care in the world and just wants to get his food down him.
The graveyard is chosen to be a second home as it is a hidden location right by the side of his flat.
There is a long lane right by it's side and to get to it you have to walk down a short banking covered covered in long grass. When walking through the lane it is hard to even notice that there is something hidden behind the row of trees in front of it. It is barely obvious to see that it is even a graveyard as the gravestones are mostly covered behind the long grass and a few are lent backwards slightly whilst others are placed flat on the ground as if they are engraved making them easy to step on. They are jotted around the place in odd like order not like a modern day graveyard. The gravestones go from small to large scale. The small scaled are made for babies and children. As the place is so secretive Clayton feels comfortable being who he really wants to be. At the far back of the graveyard right in the corner is where he likes to to settle the most. There is a long, wide, thin plank of wide placed where he can sleep on and eat his dinner. As he has body fat he isn't that easily effected by the cold and he enjoys the nature of the outdoors more than the indoors. Although  Clayton has no communication with others around him he likes to explore the graveyard and reads the gravestones. He does not like the company of people living but feels a nice feeling of being surrounded by the souls of the people who were once buried there. The indoors makes him feel smothered.  This is a comforting home for Clayton as he feels free to wear his horse mask so that he can play the character of  half horse and half himself. This place is his main place chosen to live but only in dim and warm weather with a slight breeze. At these times he only goes back to his flat to make his dinner.
The mask is made out of latex and covered in light and dark colours such as brown, black, grey and white. It has brown fur on the front, top and behind of its head making the mask look highly realistic. He has owned this mask since the first time he has found a love for horses which was 10 years before this time. That was when he first started to watch the horse racing.
The mask represents freedom to be whoever you want to be and that is why being a horse comes so easy to him. Although it is easy to play a role of any character he only wears the horse mask for the look and feeling of being a horse. He eats with his hands but that is a hobby of his own, not playing the role. He does not act in any way like a horse.

To begin creating my stop motion I had my camera settings set to "sports" as this will set my camera to take pictures one straight after another with no delay in between. What I found went wrong in this was that my camera had died in battery the first time round doing it so the next pictures were taken weeks later. I think this can be noticed as you can see hair growth and a change in lighting. My first few pictures were taken at night and the next were taken in the day time when the sun was up.
I very much enjoyed my time taking pictures for this as It was an easy process with the timing of the camera and it felt like I was shooting a movie as I was also directing my granddad where to go, how to be and what to do. The most exciting parts to this I felt were when I was taking pictures of my granddad eating the porridge with his hands. I remember smiling to myself as It was comical but I was also proud of how far he would take it for my work. I remember saying "that's great, keep going". My other favourite scene was when he gets angry and starts throwing the branches in temper over not finding where he hid his mask. I told him to really show his emotions and to throw things around him in anger and I honestly feel like he achieved this better than I had hoped. At the time I remember taking the photo's whilst being scared. It was incredible how well he played the character. When taking the photos I wanted to zoom in on the ugly parts on his body such as the big hairy belly and the long toe nails and hairy feet. I like to focus on the strange and ugly.
Afterwards I felt the need to change the effects to black and white as I feel it is more documentary. With it being in black and white we are not distracted by the colours around and then become more focused on the main subject. When experimenting with stop motion I fell in love with the fact that a stop motion injects 2D pictures into real life. I find it to be an experimental technique.
To finalize this I used a software on the Mac called "IMovie". I had prepared myself and downloaded horrific and creepy piano music from YouTube and had this ready to convert to my work. I wanted to include music in order to make the stop motion more realistic and intense. When music is added I feel that people immediately feel more drawn to it and emotions raise high. This was the one part of my work which I did in college and not at home.
When shown in my exhibition I had the best reaction! It was a nice feeling to see people going over to my work and being highly amused and freaked out over this strange video. My granddad was at the exhibition and he had people pointing at him which made me chuckle.
Overall there were 1, 110 pictures been taken.